Could being anxious about becoming engaged to Mr. Everything be the cause of my irritation lately?
I Think So! Lately I have been very irritated and I believe it’s because I know our anniversary is coming up in three weeks and we are going to Chateau Elan and then my birthday is a week after and we are going to see my family in Michigan—so I have a feeling that I may be getting a ring with in the next month or so!
While I try not to think about it, I can’t help myself—hence the fact that I HATE surprises, I really don’t want to be “unarmed” when he or if he pops the question. If I am “unarmed” there will be waterworks and we really don’t want or need that. I hate being clueless! I was banking that my mom and dad had my back but after this weekend of trickery with my mom and boyfriend—I can’t believe her either!
(Sigh) What Is A Girl To Do? How did any one else handle waiting for the engagement?